Third night trying to sleep

I hate being sick...
I cough all the time, feel dizzy all the time, have no voice, have no strength, have no attention span, feel out of control... and above all, feel lonely... even though this is intentional since I don't want to pass my germs to anyone that's close to me or I care for.

Sighs... this is my third night trying to sleep. I hope I will be able to sleep.