About patience...

It's hard to be patient when I'm under pressure. I found this out the hard way. I wonder why that is the case.

Most of the bosses I had worked for are not patient men. There was only one who is patient, but the company does not make much money. Somehow, patience is also associated with being generous. At least it seems to be the case when it comes to running a business. Usually it is the less patient and cheap bosses that allows the company to survive and make money. Wow... so capitalism can be evil when impatience distorts into greed. Anyways, too deep of a topic for that this late at night...

I just hope that I can be more patient, even when I'm under pressure. I guess pressure creates a lot of distraction and anxiety which eats away my ability to tolerate.

I hope, through the process of taking different types of pressure, that I can be a man of patience. The bible says that love is patient and kind. I wish that I can take a grasp of that and be a man who knows love and can apply that love in my life.

Good night, everyone.